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The Things You Leave Behind by CaitlinMac, literature

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The Things You Leave Behind

Small and pink Our feet stretched out before us. Mine a little bigger and a little worn, Yours still fresh and new. Just three days old, You were a year from your first steps, Which you took with me on the carpet of the living room. I showed you where to put your lunch On the first day of school. We were in all the same classes Until the day I moved away. We had all the same friends, And we shared our rooms. We spent every Christmas together I taught you how to sneak out at night. We ran away from home together The first time I left. The day you were born I promised we'd be best friends. I've since moved a

Slip and Fall by CaitlinMac, literature

Love Redefined by CaitlinMac, literature

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Love Redefined

I've got two bullets, And one shares your name. Who are you to tell me, I'm going insane. An unflattering mistress, To an ugly fate. I don't want a lover, I want a mate. Life is black and white, Until I see red. The bullet with your name, Belongs in you head. I hear voices in the dark, That tells me to breathe. I suck in your poison, So you won't let me leave. I will hurt everyone I love, So I can be alone. I live for your tears, Something you condone. I've got two bullets, And one is for me. Blood is on the wall, But you're too dead to see. I can't live without you, And you don't want to see me die. It really doesn'

Again And Again by CaitlinMac, literature

Unfinished by CaitlinMac, literature

Captain Morgan by CaitlinMac, literature

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Captain Morgan

The moment I realized I was an alcoholic was the day I realized I was scared of the thought of not being able to have alcohol. That morning I woke up, and it was the day I has planned for weeks I was going to quit drinking. The first part of the day went by well, and most of the afternoon, then four p.m rolled around. I began thinking, and the reality set in I could never have another drink again. I panicked. Never was a long time, so I thought once a month would be fine. Then I told myself it was 29 out of 30 I don't drink, may as well cut it back to weekends. Then back even further to days I didn't work early, By 8

Captain Morgan by CaitlinMac, literature

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Captain Morgan

I Wish You Were Here by CaitlinMac, literature

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I Wish You Were Here

I never want to feel For anyone but you. I never want to heal your scars, From all the things you do. I see your ugly face, You are so perfect to me. You're silent and forbodding, And you're all I want to be. I know you're hurting Just as much as I. I know your lost, But if I ever lost you I'd die. Keep pretending I'm not real, And I am smoke to the flame. Keeping singing your phrases, Someday you'll hear my name. I'm love drunk, You're my favorite beer. Everytime I'm drinking you, I'm wishing more of you were here.

Funeral In The Sun by CaitlinMac, literature

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Funeral In The Sun

I'd rather die drunk, Than live a sober life. So fuck tomorrow, I'll live for tonight. I'm not putting down the bottle, And I'm not gonna change. I'm here for a little while, So let's skip this page. I try to keep away how empty I feel, Because I am completely dead. I'm just waiting for the funeral, I won't get help just because you said. You love me, and that's stupid, I won't stop for you. But you won't stop for me, Just like one plus one will equal two. I'm poison in your coffee, And you're the coke to my rum. Let's both die together- On the world without a sun.

A Day On Dexies by CaitlinMac, literature

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A Day On Dexies

It is 9:13 A.M, and it all started with two 30 milligram capsules. Half black, and half a translucent orange, where you see beads of an orange subject with in. I am nearly 15 minutes into a frenzy of speed and my own mind. It is now 9:50, and a tingling warmth has entered my body. My eye site focuses on the shapes light forms on my retinas. I am calm, but I can feel my heart rate getting faster, and literally feel my eyes dilate. I think that is what is causing these transparent air circles, the dilation of my pupils. I am sitting, but I wanna move. That is endorphins the drug is releasing. Nothing scary, but I can feel my pluse, and the pal

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The Things You Leave Behind by CaitlinMac, literature

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The Things You Leave Behind

Slip and Fall by CaitlinMac, literature

Love Redefined by CaitlinMac, literature

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Love Redefined

Again And Again by CaitlinMac, literature

Unfinished by CaitlinMac, literature

Captain Morgan by CaitlinMac, literature

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Captain Morgan

Captain Morgan by CaitlinMac, literature

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Captain Morgan

I Wish You Were Here by CaitlinMac, literature

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I Wish You Were Here

Funeral In The Sun by CaitlinMac, literature

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Funeral In The Sun

A Day On Dexies by CaitlinMac, literature

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Mona

You are beautiful. It is my first thought—an impossible thought—that penetrates the twilight air and the thin studio walls, as my eyes travel over you, around you, and into you, hungry for something to fix. I feel a slow smile play at my lips, realizing that there is nothing more to rearrange or re-do—the only thing left to do - and I do it - is to admire. As I drink your inky eyes like cool lemonade and you gaze back, unblinking and unfeeling, I consider our differences—you are light peach and vermillion and indigo hues and strokes of perfection, and I am a broken man. I am breathing you in, you are unbreathing. Not dea

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High (First Draft)

My Dear, I must confess. I never told you, but I got high once. And once before that. The first time was the day I met you. In that old bookstore we touched fingers among the fiction shelves reaching for a Joyce. An awkward moment made majestic when you laughed. I knew right then and there. This girl is outside my comfort zone. Then you took my hand. As you led me through the aisles, I ran my fingers across the books and prayed inwardly for osmosis to give me the right words to say. And like some Forrest and Jenny escapade, we were off. We took turns riding the rolling ladder across the biography shelves. We encouraged an Asian boy in the

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Nov 25
Canada
Deviant for 11 years
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My Bio

I'm a medical student as of fall 2013, but writing as always been my thing.
I only got into poetry about a year ago, I originally only wrote short stories, but I would love some feed back on my work.

Favourite Visual Artist

Almost anything from the DADA/Surrealist Movement

Favourite Movies

Fight Club

Favourite TV Shows

Throw out your T.V, it ruins your imagination

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Neil Young, Lamb of God, Devildriver, Terry Reid, Johnny Cash, Black Label Society/Zakk Wylde

Favourite Books

Welcome To the Monkey House, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, The Tommy Knockers, Heart Shaped Box, Horns, The Rum Diaries, The Jungle, and so many more!

Favourite Writers

Kurt Vonnegut, Stephen King, Joe Hill, Hunter S Thompson, George Orwell, Jodi Picoult, Stephen Hawking, Noam Chompski

Favourite Games

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Tools of the Trade

Just my imagination

Other Interests

I am really interested in science, and swords! I collect vintage swords and knives. I also really like a good scary book.

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CaitlinMac

Jul 10, 2012

Devious Journal Entry

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I finally caved to internet peer pressure and joined this site! For those reading already I want as much feedback/criticism on my work as possible. Though I put myself down as a hobbyist, I am technically a professional writer. I have had my articles and columns featured and I am currently working on a manuscript to get published. I also am writing an article for the comedy site Cracked.com, so I will keep you posted on that as well.   Just a warning, I am a harsh critic but you are granted to learn something from my criticism. I usually have a darker subject matter but I can witty satirical if need be, hence the writing for a comedy site.

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Nightflowercat

Jul 13, 2012

Thank you very much for the watch

Anarchy-01

Jul 10, 2012

Hi!

I wanted to tell you your writing is amazing! Keep up the brilliant work.

CaitlinMac

Jul 10, 2012

I am really flattered, thank you! I am more well known for my short stories and columns though. I will keep posting. Thank you for letting me know you appreciate it.